"CADETS! DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU ARE HERE?!"
"sir, because i have no choice"

haha, the past few days were extremely busy for me, and they're not getting alot better. friday was jamming, which more or less took up my whole day because i woke up in midday. saturday was the start of the NCOC 08 (non commisioned officer's course), where we were going to be trained to be leaders and NCOs.

it definately isn't like those kind of motivational camps that you go to or those leadership camps like PSLTC or prefect's camp. NCOC really takes discipline to a new level, and it's not something that makes the camp enjoyable. almost every action has to be coupled with showing respect, urgency and alertness. gah, that made some things really tough and tiring. running here, and then back there because we werent fast enough, then running back again because of some other reason that was a cause for disatisfaction - was what we did often and i don't think we liked it one bit.

anyway on the brighter side, we did learn alot through the courses that we had, and if you actually listened, they were pretty meaningful and there was quite alot to learn. i certainly learned much, even from the leadership talk by sir nevod. haha, leadership in here is really different from what we experience back at school. so yea it's another thing new for me.

i really really don't wanna go into details, because im literally falling asleep now, and it's just coming 9pm. gahhh, sleeeep.

oh next week's seriously screwed too, tomorrow im taken by jamming and some mediacorp audition thing. tuesday and wed is training, thurs got some book collection, friday and sat is NCOC again zzz. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.